All I Wanna Do Is Make Love To You by Cats eye
Disclaimer: I do not own nothink. Including the
song.
A/N: Okay this songfic is going to be slightly
weird. I’m in a very strange mood at the moment. I have this song playing at
top
volume (to drown out the dog). I was going to start my new ‘special’ classes
next week but I can’t now because I have have an illness. This means my eyes
do
look like cat’s eyes now and the glands in my neck have swollen up and my
spleen
is enlarged. So I can’t do running or anything in case I rupture it. I had
to
have a blood test, which came back today, and they’re all negative so no one
knows what is wrong with me. So I’m in a strange mood anyway this is set
three
years later Squall and Rinoa are married and you have to read the lyrics for
it
to make sense. Please read and review! Please!
Tears
welled
up in Rinoa eyes as stood in front of Squall unable to believe what he had
just
said, searching his eyes trying to find something anything that showed he
didn’t
mean it but nothing.
“Goodbye
Squall” she ran out of the room, leaving Squall staring regretfully at the
empty
space in front of him.
“I’m
sorry,”
murmured Squall as he quietly let the tears go that he was holding back
tears.
I’ve failed you.
***
Rinoa
drove
out of Balamb garden. The sky was dark and dismal, rain crashing against her
windscreen as she cried silently.
I can’t
believe he said that. Like I don’t care that we can’t have children, I do
care.
I do. But he’s acting like a child, I know it must hurt knowing that you are
the
reason two people can’t have children but that’s no basis to hurt me
that.
A flash of
lightning streaked across the sky illuminating the road in front of her.
Rinoa
noticed a young man standing at the side of the road, soaking wet. Wow
thought Rinoa you almost couldn‘t recognize him without his coat.
She
pulled over to the side of the road. It was a rainy night when he came into
sight Standing by the road, no umbrella,
no coat So I pulled up along side
and I offered him a ride
“What a
lift?”
asked Rinoa smiling slightly; it had been ages since she had seen her first
love. She hadn’t seen him for a long time, the last she had heard of him was
at
his trail, and a jury in Galbadia had proclaimed him innocent, under
possession
by a sorceress. Squall had been furious but secretly Rinoa hadn’t
minded.
“Sure,”
Seifer
smiled back, opening the door to the passenger side, making the once dry
seat
soaking wet. “I missed you”
“Whatever
Seifer,” grinned Rinoa, Seifer had changed in the past few years, noted
Rinoa,
his face looked older and he had a new scar above his left eyebrow.
Seifer
looked
over to Rinoa last time he saw her was just before he threw her to Adel. Not
a
happy memory, he was still haunted by the look in her eyes, the unimaginable
fear. He half expected to see the same fear in her eyes when he looked at
her
now but instead he saw an unbelievable sadness. “What’s wrong?”
“Squall.”
“Oh, are
you
and him still you know” asked Seifer uneasily.
“We’re
married,” said Rinoa, suddenly she burst into a fresh set of tears. “It’s
not
fair!” screamed Rinoa “It’s not fair!”
“Rinoa,
it’s
okay, it’s okay” soothed Seifer unsure of what to do. “Why don’t you pull
over
and tell me what’s wrong.”
Rinoa
nodded
and pulled over, tears still running down her cheeks.
“Now
what’s
wrong?” asked Seifer trying to gain some self-control.
“Everything”
whimpered Rinoa, “Squall doesn’t love me.”
Seifer’s
heart
melted at the look on her face. He pulled her into a hug. “It’s okay…I
do”
“What?”
Rinoa
pulled away from him, the world seemed to be spinning around her he hadn’t
just
said what he thought had he? “What?”
“I-I love
you,
I know that this isn’t what you need at the moment bu-” Rinoa silenced him
as
she kissed him deeply. He accepted with a smile
so we drove for a while I didn't ask him his
name, this lonely boy in the rain Fate tell me it's right,
is this love at first sight Please don’t make it
wrong Just stay for the night
Seifer
pulled
away, confused at her actions “Rinoa what are you doing?”
“I-I don’t
know…I just know I need this” confessed Rinoa, she looked out of the
darkened
wind screen “I do love Squall but you…you. I just, just want to make love to
you.” Rinoa blushed slightly unable to believe what she was saying “It
couldn’t
last I know it couldn’t but you were the first one I ever loved stay with
me.”
Seifer
stared
at the car ceiling what do I do? I could never have her Squall always
will
but…but one night in heaven is better than none at all. “Let’s find a
hotel.” All I wanna do is make
love to you Say you will You want me
too All I wanna do is make love to
you I've got lovin' arms to hold on
to So we found this hotel,
it was a place I knew well We made magic that
night.
Oh, he did everything right He brought the woman out
of me, so many times, easily
Rinoa
stretched out on the bed. A slight warm rushed over her as she thought of
the
night before. Only a few rays of light were coming above the skyline so she
knew
it must be morning. I’ve got to go thought Rinoa mournfully, she
looked
over Seifer’s sleeping form Thank you, thank you Seifer you will always
be in
my heart, I will always love you but you made me realize how much I love
Squall
and for that I owe you my life.
Rinoa
sighed as she pulled herself out of the bed. I better leave a note.
Rinoa
quickly scribbled a note before she retreated out of the old hotel, “Goodbye
Seifer” she murmured, “I love you” And in the morning when
he woke all I left him was a note I told him
"I am the flower you are the
seed" We walked in the garden we planted a
tree Don't try to find me, please don't you
dare Just live in my memory, you'll always be
there
Rinoa
pulled
her five-year-old son out of the highly over priced CD shop. She sighed
heavily
as she looked at her son. He had been through so much, Squall had always
tried
been nice to him but although Squall obviously knew it was Seifer’s child
for
god’s sake it looked exactly like him.
Rinoa
turned a
corner bumping straight into some one “sorry,” she apologized. She was about
to
start walking again when she saw the man who she bumped into staring at her
son
she was about to say something when she realized who it was.
“Seifer”
she
whispered. Then it happened one
day, we came round the same way You can imagine his
surprise when he saw his own eyes I said "please, please
understand I'm in love with another man And what he couldn't give
me was the one little thing that you
can" All I wanna do is make
love to you One night of love was all we
knew All I wanna do is make love to
you Say you will, you want me too All night
long All night long All night
long All night long
A/N: Wow! I’ve done it, okay, it’s slightly weird and you
probably
have to read it with the proper music for it to seem any good but what the
HELL
please read and review, constructive flames only thank you. I might put this
fic
up again if you think this is no good though any way who cares, please read
and
review!
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