Papa Don't Preach by Cats eye
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Rinoa sat swigging her legs silently
as
she sat on the bus to caraways mansion. I’m going to do it. I’m going to
tell
him. She stared out of the window at the passing cars, but how?
She
wondered silently how do you tell somebody you spent the first half of
your
life with that you’re…you’re pregnant. I mean how? I mean I’m not even sure
if
Squall loves me. He never shows his emotion, he said he would marry me but
I’m
not sure whether he is doing it because it’s the right thing or because he
loves
me I just don’t…know…
Papa I
know you're going to be upset 'Cause I was always your little girl But
you
should know by now I'm not a baby
“Stopping at General Caraway’s
Mansion,
Please mind the step” the announcer’s voice rang out
annoyingly.
Rinoa sighed heavily, can’t put it
off
forever I suppose. Rinoa stumbled off the bus If only Squall knew I
was
here. She had left the garden early that morning Squall was on a mission
and
wouldn’t be back ‘til the evening so she could try and tell her father what
had
happened.
She
walked
up the pathway nodding at the solider as she past. Breathe just
breathe Rinoa she walked even slower up the path trying to put off
getting
there until the last possible moment.
She felt like crying as she looked around the empty garden, memories
of
her child hood rushed back to her. Playing in the garden with her mother and
her
dad watching in the background just standing there never joining in just
standing.
Rinoa
hastily swallowed the lump in her throat when she remembered what it was
like
after her mother had gone. She was never allowed in the garden again after
she
went but her Dad was always there when he wasn’t working, sitting there
crying
sometimes he used to sit by the pool chucking stones in one by
one.
I’m never going to treat my child
like
that…our child like that. Rinoa rubbed her tummy slightly, a tear rolled
down her face as she remembered her and her dad’s
relationship.
He never talked to her like a person,
always like an animal, a dirty smelly animal that could never get anything
right. She remembered the look on his face when she walked into a room the
twitching of his nose, the furrowing of his eyebrows, the wrinkling of his
mouth. He never used to say “hi honey”, no “nice to see you Rinny” or even
“I’m
sorry baby Daddy’s a bit busy could you come back later”. Oh no he would
always
point out something wrong like “shut the door!” or “Hold your chin up” and
if he
didn’t want her there a simple “Get the hell out! Have you no
manners!?”
He always did
that. Try to tell her what was right and
what
was wrong no matter how out of date those ideas were. She always had to have
her
skirts at least knee length, she shouldn’t be cheeky to her elders and she
should never flirt with boys and NEVER EVER have sex before marriage.
Ironic.
She had gone and done just that.
She looked up startled; to
preoccupied in
her own thoughts to notice she was standing outside the front door. She took
a
shaky breathe and entered I’ve been tested and failed. Now it’s your time
daddy lets see how strong you are.
She stood in front of the desk. The
General barely looked up at his daughter just merely nodded at her presence.
Finally with a deep sigh he looked up realizing she was not going away.
“Yes” he
said impatiently.
Rinoa took a deep breath. “I’m
pregnant”
You
always taught me right from wrong I need your help, daddy please be
strong I may be young at heart But I know what I'm saying
The General’s face stayed the same
but
inside angered was rising, running through his veins going straight to his
heart. “What!” he tried to keep his voice steady but it wasn’t
working.
“I’m pregnant. I’m having a baby”
Rinoa
unlike her father kept her voice steady even though on the inside she was
screaming.
“Why are you telling me huh?! What is
this? Some kind of sick revenge? Do you really hate me that much?” he stood
up
from the desk and turn to face the window; he couldn’t stand the sight of
her.
“Don’t think so highly of yourself.
It
was a mistake, okay! A mistake! Its such a mess” Tears started to roll down
his
face.
“Who” he demanded he voice suddenly
calm
The
one you warned be all about The one you said I could do without We're
in
an awful mess And I don't mean maybe-please
“Squall…Squall Leonhart” said Rinoa
suddenly proud she wanted to add the man I love but decided against
it.
“Are you proud of that are you. Able
to
con your way into a man’s bed. Well congratulations sorry I didn’t send a
card.” He sneered.
“Shut up! Just shut up! It’s wasn’t
like
that. I’m in trouble okay I came to you for help for Hyne’s sake! Some
father
you are! All you done since this I came here is shout at me, I don’t need to
be
lectured. Damn it! I’m having a baby!”
Papa
don't
preach, I'm in trouble deep Papa don't preach, I've been losing
sleep But
I made up my mind, I'm keeping my baby I'm gonna keep my baby,mmm....
“You know what Rinoa I don’t know why
you’re even here! You seemed to have made up your mind! You’re going to
totally
disregard your roots and go off with this man. Obviously you don’t give a
shit
about this family. Just get out of this house! Get out!” yelled
Caraway,
“Alright I’ll get out but don’t think
you
can lecture me on how to run a family! You never ever talked to me like a
person
after mum died, you wouldn’t talk to me for days on end never used to turn
up to
dinner nothing, no wonder I ran away. You don’t know shit about me or
raising a
family so just piss off!” screamed Rinoa through her tears; this is
happening
nothing like she planned it to. “And yes I have decided what to do, we’re
going
to get married, have the baby our own little family without you.” she
stormed
out of the room, she couldn’t take it anymore, We’re in love Dad Why
can’t
you be happy?
He
says
that he's going to marry me We can raise a little family Maybe we'll
be
all right It's a sacrifice
***
Come on
Squall, thought
Rinoa as she sat on her dormitory bed. They were an hour later – she
couldn’t
stand waiting she never thought of anything to do will she
waiting.
Sighing she went into her en suite
bathroom to try hide the tear stains on her cheeks with a bit of make up.
She
pulled her long ebony hair away from her face and examined how it looked in
the
mirror. Deciding it looked better she turned and slowly went back into her
bedroom and slumped on her bed.
“No welcome for me then” Squall was
leaning against the doorframe smiling slightly.
“Squall!” gasped Rinoa as she ran the
short distance from the bed to him but stopping halfway there. She cocked
her
head on one side and said mischievously “Did you get me a
present?”
Squall’s smile broadened as he nodded
and
pulled a black box out of his pocket. He bent down on one knee as said the
two
special words.
“Marry me”
Daddy,
daddy if you could only see Just how good he's been treating me You'd
give
it some blessing right now 'Cause we are in love We are in love, so
please
A/N: Okay it sucks but please
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and review. I wasn’t actually going to post this up but I got into a fight
with
a girl and she told me that I couldn’t write for shit and this story sucked
so I
just have to post it up and see what you think of it anyway please please
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