Day's child series; Thursday by Lady Aliena
This one's a little more serious than the others, I think. You know, the more I
look at Seifer, the more I think, he must have had a good reason to turn out the
way he did. I know I took MANY liberties for his story, but to me, it makes
sense. I also touched on his past a little bit in another story, "The Return." I
tried to change it up a little so I'm not breaking FFnet rules, but for the most
part, I kept the scenario the same, so sorry if it seems familiar. So, to
continue...
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Monday's child is fair of face,
Tuesday's child is full of grace,
Wednesday's child is full of woe,
Thursday's child has far to go,
Friday's child is loving and giving,
Saturday's child works hard for a living,
And the child that is born on the Sabbath day
Is bonny and blithe and good and gay.
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Kristine Almasy couldn't afford a hospital or a midwife, so she slipped into the
Dollet free clinic on a Thursday morning. The receptionist eyed her bulging
belly and directed her to a chair in the waiting room.
As a contraction hit her, Kristine closed her eyes and began to think about the
past.
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When she first saw Gunner Almasy, she knew it was love at first sight. He was
working at the docks in Balamb and she was visiting her aunt for the summer. She
decided to take a walk down to the docks simply to explore the area. She loved
being outside, feeling the salty breeze in her hair. The first thing she noticed
was a young man with skin that had been bronzed by the sun. He had a shock of
thick, blond hair and his muscles heaved as he lifted a crate of fish. Feeling
someone staring at him, he looked up and noticed her standing there. He thought
she was kind of pale and scrawny, but pretty. His face fell into a grin and he
called out, "Hey, you over there...what's your name?"
"Me?" she pointed at herself.
"No, the seagull sitting right next to you," he replied sarcastically. "Of
course, YOU!" He walked over towards her.
"Um...Kristine."
"Do you have a last name, um...Kristine?"
She smiled shyly, "Autry."
"Well, Kristine Autry, my name is Gunner Almasy. You seem like a nice girl. How
about I take you out tonight and show you this little town."
She nodded. "OK. That'd be nice," she said meekly. "I uh...better get back. I'm
staying with my aunt and she'll wonder where I am."
"Where do I come for you?"
"Huh? Oh! My Aunt's house - it's the last house on the right on the main street.
I'll sit outside so you can see me."
"Alright, 7:00?"
"Yeah," she looked up at him and smiled prettily. "7:00's perfect!"
When she got back to her Aunt's house she shreiked, "Aunt Pat! I've got a date!"
Aunt Pat walked out of the kitchen holding a dishtowel, "Really? Who with?"
"His name's Gunner Almasy and I met him at the docks and...you look unhappy
about this."
Pat put her hand on Kristine's shoulder, "Kristine, you're not a child and I
can't tell you that you can't go out with him, but please be careful. Gunner
Almasy doesn't have the best reputation. He's been known to be violent."
"He seemed nice, like a perfect gentleman!" Kristine argued.
"Just be careful. I don't feel very comfortable with you going out with him."
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But she did go out with him and had a wonderful time. Sitting in her chair in
the waiting room of the free clinic, she felt another contraction. 'What's
taking that doctor so long?'
She continued to remember. Against the advice of her Aunt and later her parents,
she fell in love with Gunner. He was reckless, but exciting. When she returned
home to Dollet after the summer ended, he followed her and they continued their
romance there. Things became serious and they discussed marriage. Her parents
objected.
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"He's NOT a good person Kristine and you're only 17! That's way too young to get
married! Besides, he won't be able to provide you with the kind of life you
need," her father roared.
"You don't know him like I do!" Kristine cried.
"He's got a horrible temper. I've seen him yelling at you!" her mother added.
"I made him mad. It wasn't his fault. I love him and I'm marrying him!" she
stood up.
Her father's eyes grew cold, "Marry him and you're no longer welcome here. Don't
expect to ever come back here begging for us to take you back. You go off with
Gunner and you're not my daughter anymore!"
She heard her mother gasp, but she simply narrowed her eyes at her father and
said, "Good-bye then." With that being said, she turned and walked out the door.
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Tears came to Kristine's eyes as she considered this moment. It was the worst
mistake she had ever made. She had run straight to Gunner and they immediately
wed. For the first few months, she was in Heaven, but Soon reality hit her. They
had nothing. Gunner was barely able to hold onto jobs and the ones he got paid
next to nothing. They lived in a little, run-down shack. He'd come home at the
end of the day smelling like alcohol and in a terrible mood. That's when the
hitting began. She was shocked at first, but soon started to blame herself and
make excuses for him. She wanted to get away, but where could she go?
"Kristine Almasy?"
She stood at the sound of her name and walked towards the walkway and into the
examining room, pausing as another contraction came. The doctor came in and
examined her. "It's time," he told her.
The next five hours were the worst in her life. Never had she felt such intense
pain. She couldn't afford any medication, so she had to summon all her strength
and bear the pain. Finally, her reward came when she heard the doctor say,
"Congratulations. It's a boy."
He placed the baby in her arms and she looked at her tiny son, "Seifer," she
named him. "You're going to be the nicest, most considerate person," she
promised him, "I'll make sure of it. You'll be nothing like your dad!"
So, that Thursday afternoon, Seifer Almasy entered the world and it would be a
long journey for him to ever find peace...
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18 years later...
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I haven't had the best experience with life. My memories of my childhood are a
little fuzzy. Supposedly, it's because of the GF's that we learned to use at
Balamb. You see, I can remember stuff from very early in my life, but after
that, it's pretty much a blur until I arrived at Balamb. Maybe it's because my
early childhood was so traumatic that I can't forget it. Now, I'm not wanting
pity. I learned to be tough and I think that's a very important quality in the
life I'm living. You have to be tough when facing the enemy, of course, but also
when facing ridicule and when you're tempted to miss out on your goal. So let me
start from the beginning. From what I CAN remember.
I grew up in a little shack in Dollet. It was all my parents could afford. I
remember that my Mom and Dad always fought. Let me rephrase that...Mom always
tried to make Dad happy, but he was never satisfied. He'd always shout at her
and hit her and make her cry. I was safe, at first. He would take out all his
anger and frustration on Mom, not me. I guess he thought I was too little.
Unfortunately, I grew as all children do. By the time I was 4 years old, he
began to hit me too. I don't know what I did wrong. I tried to stay out of his
way and I tried to make him happy, but for some reason he hated me. I think
maybe he resented being tied down with the responsibility of a wife and kid.
Daytime was fine when it was just me and Mom. She'd take me on walks through
Dollet. People always stared at us. Either they were noticing our old, worn-out
clothing, or they knew what family we belonged to. Mom was proud, though. She'd
hold her head up high and ignore all the stares. I began to hate the people
staring. She'd play with me and tell me stories mostly about kings, queens,
knights, and sorceresses. She'd make everything sound so mysterious that I'd
always try to picture everthing in my mind. I dreamed of being one of those
knights - of going far away and leading such a romantic lifestyle. But I knew
that'd never happen. I'd always live in the dirty shack and I'd end up doing odd
jobs just like my father.
One fateful night, he came home drunk and lashed out at me. Mom tried to stop
him, but he pushed her away. I was terrified of him and began to cry. That made
him hit me even more. He shouted at me and beat me until I was knocked out.
That night, Mom came to my room and began to pack my clothes into a little
knapsack. She had had enough and declared that she would make sure I was safe
from now on.
She picked me up and we tried to sneak past Dad who had passed out from
drinking, but he was starting to come to and he noticed her. He ran after her
and she ended up dropping me and yelled at me to run away, so I ran as fast as I
could. Throughout this whole ordeal, to calm myself, I chanted, "Be tough, be
tough, be tough..." I kept running until my legs collapsed under me and I just
sat down and began to cry. I was all alone and I was scared. But I remembered
what my father said about crying and I forced myself to stop. Exhausted and
bruised, I leaned against a brick wall and pulled my arms inside my shirt to
keep them warm and welcomed the blackness that sleep brought. The last time I
would ever see my Mom was when she was cowering under my Father's fists.
I really wish I could remember where I went after that. All I can see was a
beach and lots of kids. Though I stretch my mind as much as I can, I can't see
this place clearly. Yet everytime I think of it, I feel a little calmer. I know
that whatever happened in this place, whoever I stayed with, made me feel safe.
I HATE THESE GF'S! Why'd they take my memories of peace and security at this
place by the beach and leave me with the memories of the terrors of living with
Gunner Almasy? I guess that's just my lot in life.
Apparently I wasn't in that happy place very long before I was enrolled in
Balamb Garden. I was very young - one of the younger students to be there. I was
determined to become what my Mother always wished for me. Unfortunately, I began
to act like that man I so hated. When I got mad, it was just easier resorting to
violence. Afterall, fists are much more powerful than words, if you ask me.
Thinking I needed an outlet for my anger, Headmaster Cid, assigned me to be on
the Balamb Garden Disciplinary Committee with two other kids, Fujin and Raijin.
Surprisingly enough, the three of us became friends. We were all so different,
but what I liked was I didn't question them about their pasts and they didn't
question me about mine.
School was school and I was your typical kid. Sure, I got into my share of
trouble, but that was because others provoked me. One thing I couldn't stand was
the staring, just like they used to stare at Mom and me. I hated when they
looked at Fujin because of her eyepatch and I hated when they laughed at Raijin
just because he was bigger than everyone else. I stuck up for my friends and
then decided that no longer would we be the ones who were laughed at, but the
ones who did the laughing.
There was one kid in particular, Zell. He was such a little wuss, always crying
and tattling about everything. He was an easy target and it was easy to draw
people's attentions away from us and onto him. Maybe I was a little too harsh,
but once I got the taste of this power, I longed for more. I guess I had more of
my Father in me than I ever thought. There was one person who always seemed
immune to anything I ever said, Squall Leonhart. I could not crack his shell, no
matter how I tried. And he bested me. Always. In every class, every training
session, everyone loved Squall. With him, my father's words rang true - I'd
never be good at anything, I'd never be worth anything.
All I want is peace. I've been searching for it my whole life, but everytime I
find it, it's snatched away. That happy place from my childhood was snatched
from my memories by the cursed GF's. I even met a girl one summer, but the next
time I saw her, she was snatched away by my annoying classmate, Squall. Even the
prestigious title of "SeeD" was snatched away from me. I really deserved to be a
SeeD. I showed initiative and leadership, but they refused to see it. I hate the
Balamb Garden politics. That's all it is. Politics. They couldn't see a good
SeeD candidate if it punched them in the nose. Hey, now THAT'S an idea...
Anyway, here I am today in Deling City. I'm protecting the one person who
rescued me. Sorceress Edea came along and rescued me from everything - from a
jam I had gotten myself into involving President Deling by just being reckless.
She rescued me from a life of being worthless just like my Father always told me
I was. With her, I have purpose. I am her knight just like the ones in the
stories my Mom used to tell me.
AND I WON'T HAVE THAT SNATCHED AWAY FROM ME!!!!
Standing here on this float with all these people dancing around us, pretty much
worshiping Sorceress Edea, I feel like this may be my one shot at peace. I know
I'm on the winning side.
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***************** Author's note: Well, Seifer's still got a long way to go to
achieve the peace he desires. Anyway, I hope you liked. Square owns most of the
characters, though I made up Gunner & Kristine Almasy. Mother Goose owns the
rhyme. Friday's Child...who will it be?
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